You must be dreaming
I love thinking about how people interact with technology. The way technology grows and how things succeed and fail. I’ve got that down- not that I could make the next Facebook (or Google+).. but I think I can understand it fairly well.
What I have trouble with is people-to-people interaction. Like without any… ‘intermediate’… no social platform or any stuff like that. I haven’t thought about it much, so writing this is already a daring move for me.
People aren’t perfect. That’s something I need to know.. especially for the sake of people around me. People can’t be nudged a few pixels to the left so that the graphic looks more centered, or adjusted to a different shade of blue. This isn’t up to me… It’s a seemingly trivial concept, and yet I’m still here judging people all the time.
I wish I could stop doing that… but it just happens. like if you do something infront of me that’s mildly stupid in my opinion, like bounce around acting like you’re high or if you are actually high, I will judge you. Maybe not in a bad way, but I just won’t understand… sorry.
And you know why this is? It’s because I care. I care so, damn, much. I’m a perfectionist. I’m sitting here in my altered reality thinking that everything can be perfcet… It’s really sad, but it’s just… me. I just need to work on this. Work on ‘accepting people as who they are’. And caring less. That’ll solve like most of the other problems.
Thanks for the nuggets of wisdom.
